So last summer I wrote something to express my thoughts on being single. I kinda describe it as a tension that I feel between wanting to have a boyfriend and being content in my singleness.

Some days I feel like I'm left out.
Some days I feel like I'm left out of the hurt.
Some days I feel like I'm not missing anything
A boy will not satisfy me
A boy will not complete me
A boy may fulfill some of my worldly desires
But ultimately I want to fall on God and not man!
Therefore I know that in God I find my strength
In God I find my support system
In God I put my trust
In God I find the love that I need
(July 16th, 2009)

Being content where I am is a challenge that I face on a daily basis and every once in a while I need to be reminded that God has a plan for me and although I don't understand it now I must wait for His perfect timing!